Wandering Minds

i think i let my mind wander too much..
hmm...
is it me or have my recent post been a little reflective..
i dunno
what do i want in life?
its a big mystery
i miss school..
though there are people i wish would just die..
if you think you are one of those then by god what did you do to me?
i have taken a laid back perspective on life and its not helping me...
especially since i am taking my A's this year
What am i doing?
i am wasting my time blogging in the middle of the nite
not sleeping and during the day?
games
damn i honestly think i need to wake up..
but thats a bit difficult considering the times i am sleeping..
i love drinking..
no idea why but its there and i do it so bugger off...
hmm if anyone is going call me..
be it beer or liquor...
i dun really care...
and if its at dxo thats double the reason too...
love that place...
arg... what am i doing...
losing my mind...